i'm going nowhere.

Yeah, me again.
I come back. It was very carefree time. I love holidays.

Unfortunately I have this fear inside me about my move out. My mom want me to go with her to Warsaw. For ever. Well, at least untill I can earn for living. What will happend at the earliest when I finish my school. And I'm so panic-stricken to lose ALL WHAT I LOVE. My all friends (I hate when someone tell me that you can find friends anywhere. Bullshit. It wont be those friends, those people I adore and I had with them so many carefree, glorious days. ), my whole family, my life and my m e m o r i e s .
And memories are so important! We all have this memories we don't want to forget. And I'm afraid that when I move out my memories will gone. Or if they don't, they will hurt me so bad that I want to forget them to to relieve the pain.


It's my only wish to stay here. Because this is my whole life.


And you know? I'm staying here. I'm going nowhere. Whether or no. Unconditionally.

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'Used to feel so strong
Even when they tell me, tell me I was wrong
That I can't live in a magic world,
'cause it's time for me to grow up.
Once when I was little.'